- Integration Camp 09 -
I soo cant wait to be in camp tonight and laugh myself silly.
nakee
nakee
- the thoughts that linger -
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19 June 2009
15 June 2009
- This thing called fear -
I wanna type so many things but my tummy's hurting real bad. Cant be gastric, I ate like a pig today. But it hurts so much that I feel like puking. Doesnt help that I'm having a slight headache.
I haven been able to stop crying ever since the conversation I had with Mushmon earlier. What am I to do now? I know I need to move on. I know I need to let go. I know I need to be more positive. I know I need to be more hopeful and I know I need to have more faith. But where do I get all the strength from? Where do I get all the support from?
This fear, is killing me.
This is such a sad and miserable night. The tummy's seriously not helping.
nakee
I haven been able to stop crying ever since the conversation I had with Mushmon earlier. What am I to do now? I know I need to move on. I know I need to let go. I know I need to be more positive. I know I need to be more hopeful and I know I need to have more faith. But where do I get all the strength from? Where do I get all the support from?
This fear, is killing me.
This is such a sad and miserable night. The tummy's seriously not helping.
nakee
8 June 2009
- mushmon -
so the story goes on down
the less traveled road
It’s a variation on
the one I was told
and although it’s not the same
it’s awful close, yeah
in an ordinary fairy tale land
there’s a promise of a perfect happy end
and I imagine having just short of that
is better than nothing
so you’ll be mine
forever and almost always
and I’ll be fine
just love me when you can
and I’ll wait patiently
I’ll wake up every day
just hoping that you still care
in the corner of my mind I know too well
oh that surely even I deserve the best
but instead of leaving
I just put the issue to bed
and outta my head
oh and just when I believe
you’ve changed for good
well you go and prove me wrong
just like I knew you would
when I run out of second chances
you give me that look
and you’re off the hook
because you’re mine
forever and almost always
and I’m fine
just love me when you can
and I’ll wait patiently
I’ll wake up every day
just hoping that you still care
oh, what am I still doing here?
oh, it’s all becoming so clear
you’ll be mine
forever and almost always
it ain’t right to just love me when you can
oh I won’t wait patiently
or wake up everyday
just hoping that you’ll still care
forever and almost always
no it ain’t right
to just love me when you can, baby
ain’t gonna wait patiently
I won’t wake up everyday
just hoping that you still care
nakee
the less traveled road
It’s a variation on
the one I was told
and although it’s not the same
it’s awful close, yeah
in an ordinary fairy tale land
there’s a promise of a perfect happy end
and I imagine having just short of that
is better than nothing
so you’ll be mine
forever and almost always
and I’ll be fine
just love me when you can
and I’ll wait patiently
I’ll wake up every day
just hoping that you still care
in the corner of my mind I know too well
oh that surely even I deserve the best
but instead of leaving
I just put the issue to bed
and outta my head
oh and just when I believe
you’ve changed for good
well you go and prove me wrong
just like I knew you would
when I run out of second chances
you give me that look
and you’re off the hook
because you’re mine
forever and almost always
and I’m fine
just love me when you can
and I’ll wait patiently
I’ll wake up every day
just hoping that you still care
oh, what am I still doing here?
oh, it’s all becoming so clear
you’ll be mine
forever and almost always
it ain’t right to just love me when you can
oh I won’t wait patiently
or wake up everyday
just hoping that you’ll still care
forever and almost always
no it ain’t right
to just love me when you can, baby
ain’t gonna wait patiently
I won’t wake up everyday
just hoping that you still care
nakee
